An Isolated Man by Toxicity

Do you know the feeling of being isolated? It is like being confined in a tank with full darkness no light. No sound. No sensation. Except from the workings of your own mind. Imagination. Hallucination. An exaggerate emotion that trigger of being alone.

You might ask who is an isolated man. Well, an isolated man can be describe as a person same as you are. An isolated man has his mother, and father. He has a family, and a house, but definitely not a home. Why? Because an isolated man is living alone. Although he has his family to be with him, he is alone with his soul. Emotionally unstable. For he is experiencing doubts. He is seeking for his real self. For he is a person being obliged by his parents or by other people around him to do whatever they want him to do, and to be whoever they want him to be. An isolated man is not free. He may have his free-will, but he doesn't have a chance to use it. He doesn’t have the lack of guidance, for he has the most of it.

An isolated man becomes pessimistic, masochistic, or even a neurotic type of a person. He is a perfectionist, an idealistic person. He also can be a jolly person, a gay, a lover, romancer, and be you or may be me. An isolated man can be at the self of everybody. For being isolated is a feeling that everyone can feel. In times when we are in depth of our consciousness, when we are suffering with problems, may be emotional and spiritual, we are feeling isolated . We seek for someone who will save us out of this isolation madness. For we feel we are alone with our soul. For we are seeking of what we are, what we want, and who we are going to be.

An isolated man is a person searching for true love. A person with a dream. A person who is continue developing and maturing on his own. And a person who thinks that life has an end. Death will serve the end, perhaps an isolated man is started dying first, by being alone.

Just think about this, can you make a stand to help an isolated person out of dying? And also, can you help yourself, for you are an isolated man? This might be a ridiculous question, but it is a part of realization.

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Toxicity is a very sensitive type of person, who wants to be in love, and beloved.